at pry

im at pry right now... in the "blue" room and im sorta bored to tell the truth theres noone here to play with me!! lmfao not in that way!!!! yooo gay parade today in manhattan... i wanna go but i cnt :'[ cuz i gotta be home in a while... mad bored for no reason...well im always bored thats nothin new... uhmmmm i think im bipolar... XD its really messed up but yea... right now im nto that muich grrrrr but.. idk... l8r...

dude!1

summer jus started and im bored.. this is going to be lik last year... make plans break em and then jus be bored 24/7... but i got a job sooo the bored part is questionable lolzz well i almost got a job... i hope i get it cuz it rox!!

rawr!!

recently posted a fmylife tidbit on facebook lmfao!! search prrawr and ull see wat i wrote XD its mega sad lmfao!! but it is kinda funny...

AAAHHH BEST DAY EVER!!

ok ok today we pikeed up our report cards!! that was eh.... but after i met up wit dorein [my blaq peple] jasmine [bob] and justin [fluffy] so i was supposted to take justin to pry to sign up for thier program uhm heres the lil url thingg: www.pry.org very awsome!! i thought it wud just be us 2 but it turned out to be all 5. [the resently mentioned] me, and my friend tabitha. its kool tho cuz we got to play handball and i kikd azz!! lmfao!! justin kept flashin his butt and did the no pants dance wich was halarious!! dorein kept his hooker tude on wich was very crazy!! jasmine kept up with handball helpin me alot in kikin azz and bein cool lolzz!! tabitha was well all over justin... XD and me,... i kept my [omg u did not just say im gay u retard duh] tude lmfao!! it was cool and i got to be with justin even for a lil its cool its wierd we hated each toher 8 months ago and now we r lik besties.. but not very close the the bestie just like bestie... 8 months ago if u tld me i was gonna be buddy buddy with justin i wudda pimp slapped u but now hes cool lolzz hes my familia dudes XD woah that was alot lolzz

omg awsomeness!!

best song ever!! best i ever had by drake holy crap!! he is HOT!! o uhm i wanna give ya a really cool song lolzz : http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/llama yea lolzz uhm how u call it... i love my tacos steph and cesar mang dey my life also my daughter ayerin and my hubby justin lmfao!! jk about da hubby! my real hubbys marquez XD yea jasmine im his luver. jk thats a insider... da bestie justin he's been there to tell me the truth even if it made him laugh and made me feel bad. you da fukin best you da fukin best you da fukin best you da fukin u da best da best i eva had best da best i eva had best da best i eva had best da best i eva had!! lmfao!! imma miss '09's mang...

yoooo...

im mad blah right now.... lmfao!! i have lik od stuff for no reason i have lik 6 aims a facebook lik 4 gaia's a myspace a photobucket... actually quite a bit photobuckets... i guess i just have issues lmfao!! my taco cesar showed me this new webiste its pretty cool but thats his thing... so yea lmfao!! and for dorein ull always be my blaq peple lolzz iLy sooo much and imma miss all of da '09's no kiddin... i dnt even no wat to feel right now so many mixed emotions its lik ouch wow and omfg at the same time im too happy to cry but too sad to smile so im just stuck in this nutrual position and its kinda aqward lmfao!!

im such a biter but this is the most awsome ist

yoooo my friend alley c. got dis on her facebook pro and i just had to steal it srry alley... had to show apreciation for class '09 *itches!!

When
2006 is old and gone
2007 will party on
2008 will think there cool but
2009 will always rule

YEA SON!! lmfao!!

my friends dnt get me...

everytime i talk about something they have the face of wen u smell garbage on mondays... they just overlook me wen i say wats on my mind... dude if i say sumthin and its wierd dnt dismiss it talk about it force me to talk about it but instead they just go on to the next topic... its mean. lik i was saying how i had multiple thoughts of suicide over the past week and they're lik uhmmm ok wtf uhm anyway. im lik yo ur not gonna ax y o nice friendship peple. so after i explained y they're lik oo im srry i hope u feel better and im lik well they r just thoughts/ attemps. i think to attemp suicide and fail means that u urself are a failure. u tried sumthing to make u happy and then baq'd out or cudnt do it u suq. yea yea i no wat about me... well i feel the same way about myself im a failure but only i no it. no1 else does cuz ill end up getting dirtier looks then i already get. so many opritunities to kill so many peple that i didnt kill them i think i am a failure for aswell. o u wud of went to jail bla bla bla i dnt care i wud have kill'd them and then i wud be happy. very very very happy. i want to kill my sister but i cnt cuz then the boy i lik wnt lik me. who liks a murderer? lik really? i guess it sounds selfish the only reason my sister isnt dead is cuz i wanna look gud for this random boy i lik but its mor then that i think i love him and i want to be with him. this ofcorse will never happen but i lik thinking it will. hes the thought that sets me at ease i guess thats another reason y i love him.. I'm Yours by Jason Mraz is the song i dedicaded to him <3 iLy M...

my apolige's

i havent rote in for ever but its all gonna change cuz over this summer imma try to right every day!! next fall im going to work at this awsome organization called pry if u wanna check them out u can www.pry.org it is AWSOME!! ive been in the safe project for this year and i really like it. safe as in safe sex. but the safest way to stay clean is abstinance. rememeber that!! lolzz im getting all preachy XD imma loser lik omega lmfao!! ttyl!!

RAWR!!

yoooo last day of actual skool! i cried sooo much omg!! dis kid david saw me cry so much and tried to help me stop crying by saying he was gonna cry. which made me cry more cuz i didnt want him to cry but he got me smilin i jus love him sooo much for that. thank you with all my heart David Tullok ok idk how to spell his last name!! lolzz but seriously i love him od od hes my bestie guy status lolzz!!