NO MORE WORK!!

until skool starts lolzz but yea no more work.. i dnt lik him anymore... i sorta hate him right now and its making me want to cry but idk... uhm... mad hype for wat gon be goin down in september. and i gotta keep my grades up so hardly anytime for the computer... AND ima have to stop wrting and stff so the only time i wud get to type is prolly on the sidekik im gettin [if that even works] or on the computer at my job... so yea.... lmfao... thats not funny i jus feel so depresed right now......... -_- not even cool................. im out...........

wow g i joe...

WAS UBER SEXY!! lmfao and i dnt lik him anymore... we r friends and thats where it stays [it was gonna stay lik that anyway] but uhm how u call im uber specials cuz today was a gud day :] ily justin jasmine cesar ur my luvs!! and david lolzz even tho HES NEVER ON AIM!!

mad spontaneously awsome!!

i really really lik this boy and im goin crazy over him but he sorta doesnt no i exist... i think. i mean we've seen each other lik 10 times and idk hes always so bright and smily lolzz but the last time we were lik in a group i didnt feel gud and i started to cry... idk but idk. but now im fine and uhm ive been sorta stalking him on facebook lmfao lik not to be lik omfg shes a stalker but sumtimes i lik a boy so much i get protective lmfao [the female edward cullen] XD thats a inside thing u wudnt understand trust!! lmfao but uhm yea i want to tell him b4 the skool year starts but im od shy and stuff around boys i lik... and its just so frustrating cuz i dnt seem lik it but i am and then no1 thinks i lik them or w.e cuz idk its not the person i seem to be to be frustrated over a boy but i get so nervous... its just lik rawr!! u no but idk...... im going crazy and im starting to feel really bad that i lik him lik im not supost to and i m just lik having a mega melt down... i need to talk to this one person who can help me but idk if he wud want to... but i wrote lik a whole essay and shizz so... yea byes!!

mad spaztic!

idk im eatin my fav chips and i feel mad special and im talkin to one of my best dude friends and that awsome!! work 2morow mad hype lolzz im preachin on thurs ill tell u how that goes XD :]

WOOP WOOP

I GOT MY PAYCHECK MY MY MY PAY CHECK!! lolzz mad hype!! lmfao lik od today was mad cool and lovely kept makin fun of my chink x'D halarious!! but mean. yea but i cnt lik him cuz that wud be rape on his behalf... im under age -.- o wellz i g2g byes!! o and im goin to the beach dis sat. too!! lmfao :]

mad bored just bloggin...

ok so u no about the boy that i lik or w.e and idk uhm my minds takin over and i guess thats ok cuz isnt that how it starts but no not my mind.... my mind starts lik that but then it twists into horible things that u really wudnt see coming.... but hey im bored so guess thats y. my cusins r over and they r cool but very annoying... lik im typing at the computer and they find it time consuming to be breathing down my neck reading wat im typing... its 1: annoying 2: not lettin me write wat i really wanna write and 3: lemme talk to my friends cuz b4 they cudnt read and i wud just lie to them saying o he says hi. LMFAO but idk imma bout to pimp slap thm all and shove em in the closet -.- mad mad bored...... rawr bleh

TO THE BEACH!!

going to the beach today!! mad hype got all my stuff and im ready to go go go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just one issue... my cusins havent arrived yet so i pretty much have to wait but thats ok i got a gud book by my side!! :] and annoying lil cusins to keep me busy... grrrrrrr byes g2g lmfao!!

im gud now...

im ok manga and friends helped me even tho they dnt really no it lolzz mad hype for beach 2morow... its omg wow lmfao!! mad fun mad fun... uhm i wanna put a convo up.... lemme seee

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i feel extremely emo right now and its not cool at all... i already made plans to myself that tomorow ill go in the water to cry....... yea.... awsome.... the simple cutting myself doesnt help anymore... i always end up lik this... my life sus.... FML big time...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH

ok im all ready for 2morow!! mad hype!! and i wanna take my hamster too but that wud end badly... atleast it did in my mind just now but idk... its rainin lik heck but 2morow iz gon be nice!! thats a shocker but idk... mad stuff iz gon happen and weather i lik it or not i gotta be the big person and i gotta step my game up... gotta step my game up...

gettin ready for saturday!!

today im going wit my big sis to buy a new bathing suit cuz i do not wanna wear a one peice... so we goin to 5th ave to look around lmfao. might be fun :]

omg wow.... imma cry?

ok so theres this boy i really lik and its the omg butterflies kind of lik but i cnt lik him but i do and hes not talking to me and maybe im just over exagerating but i think its my fault and i feel sooo horible right now... on top of that i lost my rainbow braclet omg... this day ended bad bad bad!! i jus really want this day over... imma go to sleep [or try] and wake up happy cuz i cnt cry again... not lik this...

LAST DAY OF MONTH!!

today is the last day of the month and i plan to live it big cuz the end of june means the start of august or w.e and that means 1/2 the summer has been blown away lik wtf!! too soon!! so imma be mad chill today for lik no reason. sum1 tries to mess wit me imma just get up and walk away... plus no computer until the sun is well down... [i need to catch up on reading anyway] and yea... mad stuff i need so yea...... im out byes... imma fukin kick my cusin in the teeth hes annoying as fuck!!

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH SUMMER FUN!!

yo im going to the beach on saturday!! manhattan beach baby!!!!!!!! mad hype yoo!! gon get my hair wet and check out sum super fly boys woot woot lmfao!! mad hype for that lik od.... yo check this vid man!!



lik dead ahh this song is hawt!! lmfao!! i luv blood on the dance floor [not michael jackson] but ofcourse my heart is forever true to evanescence for helpin me thru those hard times X]

RAWR!!

my bffl brandy got a aim and im uber siked to get to talk to her now... uhm this is a link to my music if u can go to it lmfao.... http://music.myspace.com/Modules/MusicV2/Pages/PopUpPlayer.aspx?songid=&artid=&profid=156558085&plid=362892 so yea...

wow.... this summer has been uber special

this summer has been packed with mad stuff that im very excited to share... i got a hamster!! hes sexy!! lmfao uhm at work im havin od fun i got a bottun from vox pop that says we ejaculate knowledge which is funny but very cool. i take pix alot and upload them to facebook and myspace. im readin up on my manga and im knee deep in one serious and neck deep in a nother... i no [nerd] lmao. i need to read an actual book tho cuz i can feel my brain going to mush.. so after work today imma drop by the library and pik out a book... which ill prolly finish in lik 4 to 6 days if its less then 350 pages but ofcourse more then 200. im currently saving up for a ball thing for my hamster and a little 'house' type arrangement. my hamsters name is Stitch Girble Myers and hes a lil crack head! he now find it his daily ritual to bite me wen i pik him up to play [so he wnt get fat] cuz he insisted on not using his wheel thing... maybe i shudda got the metal one... idk. its 8 13 am right now... and im suposed to be asleep but i woke up ealry for sum random reason... not sure. i refilled my hammy's food but i thik i gotta refil the water... for now i guess thats all... peace!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH updates!!

ok 1:i got the job at pry X] yay me!! 2:i got abf and he makes me sooooo happy its crazy lolzz 3:i work with my best friends 4:idk i had the best time on sunday 7/12/09!! <3 uhmm thats all im thinkin of right now byes!!

at pry

im at pry right now... in the "blue" room and im sorta bored to tell the truth theres noone here to play with me!! lmfao not in that way!!!! yooo gay parade today in manhattan... i wanna go but i cnt :'[ cuz i gotta be home in a while... mad bored for no reason...well im always bored thats nothin new... uhmmmm i think im bipolar... XD its really messed up but yea... right now im nto that muich grrrrr but.. idk... l8r...

dude!1

summer jus started and im bored.. this is going to be lik last year... make plans break em and then jus be bored 24/7... but i got a job sooo the bored part is questionable lolzz well i almost got a job... i hope i get it cuz it rox!!

rawr!!

recently posted a fmylife tidbit on facebook lmfao!! search prrawr and ull see wat i wrote XD its mega sad lmfao!! but it is kinda funny...

AAAHHH BEST DAY EVER!!

ok ok today we pikeed up our report cards!! that was eh.... but after i met up wit dorein [my blaq peple] jasmine [bob] and justin [fluffy] so i was supposted to take justin to pry to sign up for thier program uhm heres the lil url thingg: www.pry.org very awsome!! i thought it wud just be us 2 but it turned out to be all 5. [the resently mentioned] me, and my friend tabitha. its kool tho cuz we got to play handball and i kikd azz!! lmfao!! justin kept flashin his butt and did the no pants dance wich was halarious!! dorein kept his hooker tude on wich was very crazy!! jasmine kept up with handball helpin me alot in kikin azz and bein cool lolzz!! tabitha was well all over justin... XD and me,... i kept my [omg u did not just say im gay u retard duh] tude lmfao!! it was cool and i got to be with justin even for a lil its cool its wierd we hated each toher 8 months ago and now we r lik besties.. but not very close the the bestie just like bestie... 8 months ago if u tld me i was gonna be buddy buddy with justin i wudda pimp slapped u but now hes cool lolzz hes my familia dudes XD woah that was alot lolzz

omg awsomeness!!

best song ever!! best i ever had by drake holy crap!! he is HOT!! o uhm i wanna give ya a really cool song lolzz : http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/llama yea lolzz uhm how u call it... i love my tacos steph and cesar mang dey my life also my daughter ayerin and my hubby justin lmfao!! jk about da hubby! my real hubbys marquez XD yea jasmine im his luver. jk thats a insider... da bestie justin he's been there to tell me the truth even if it made him laugh and made me feel bad. you da fukin best you da fukin best you da fukin best you da fukin u da best da best i eva had best da best i eva had best da best i eva had best da best i eva had!! lmfao!! imma miss '09's mang...

yoooo...

im mad blah right now.... lmfao!! i have lik od stuff for no reason i have lik 6 aims a facebook lik 4 gaia's a myspace a photobucket... actually quite a bit photobuckets... i guess i just have issues lmfao!! my taco cesar showed me this new webiste its pretty cool but thats his thing... so yea lmfao!! and for dorein ull always be my blaq peple lolzz iLy sooo much and imma miss all of da '09's no kiddin... i dnt even no wat to feel right now so many mixed emotions its lik ouch wow and omfg at the same time im too happy to cry but too sad to smile so im just stuck in this nutrual position and its kinda aqward lmfao!!

im such a biter but this is the most awsome ist

yoooo my friend alley c. got dis on her facebook pro and i just had to steal it srry alley... had to show apreciation for class '09 *itches!!

When
2006 is old and gone
2007 will party on
2008 will think there cool but
2009 will always rule

YEA SON!! lmfao!!

my friends dnt get me...

everytime i talk about something they have the face of wen u smell garbage on mondays... they just overlook me wen i say wats on my mind... dude if i say sumthin and its wierd dnt dismiss it talk about it force me to talk about it but instead they just go on to the next topic... its mean. lik i was saying how i had multiple thoughts of suicide over the past week and they're lik uhmmm ok wtf uhm anyway. im lik yo ur not gonna ax y o nice friendship peple. so after i explained y they're lik oo im srry i hope u feel better and im lik well they r just thoughts/ attemps. i think to attemp suicide and fail means that u urself are a failure. u tried sumthing to make u happy and then baq'd out or cudnt do it u suq. yea yea i no wat about me... well i feel the same way about myself im a failure but only i no it. no1 else does cuz ill end up getting dirtier looks then i already get. so many opritunities to kill so many peple that i didnt kill them i think i am a failure for aswell. o u wud of went to jail bla bla bla i dnt care i wud have kill'd them and then i wud be happy. very very very happy. i want to kill my sister but i cnt cuz then the boy i lik wnt lik me. who liks a murderer? lik really? i guess it sounds selfish the only reason my sister isnt dead is cuz i wanna look gud for this random boy i lik but its mor then that i think i love him and i want to be with him. this ofcorse will never happen but i lik thinking it will. hes the thought that sets me at ease i guess thats another reason y i love him.. I'm Yours by Jason Mraz is the song i dedicaded to him <3 iLy M...

my apolige's

i havent rote in for ever but its all gonna change cuz over this summer imma try to right every day!! next fall im going to work at this awsome organization called pry if u wanna check them out u can www.pry.org it is AWSOME!! ive been in the safe project for this year and i really like it. safe as in safe sex. but the safest way to stay clean is abstinance. rememeber that!! lolzz im getting all preachy XD imma loser lik omega lmfao!! ttyl!!

RAWR!!

yoooo last day of actual skool! i cried sooo much omg!! dis kid david saw me cry so much and tried to help me stop crying by saying he was gonna cry. which made me cry more cuz i didnt want him to cry but he got me smilin i jus love him sooo much for that. thank you with all my heart David Tullok ok idk how to spell his last name!! lolzz but seriously i love him od od hes my bestie guy status lolzz!!

yea... wow

well i no its been a while ive jus been tied wit too many things man... liik exit project ela story french math science stuff u no stuff. but i got everything done almost im writn my ela story and maybe for fun ill post it on my blog. maybe. well idk... anythin u wanna comment go ahead but im endin this riht here o wait my gramma but not my gramma died she was very close. god bless u grama u will be missed so much!! iLy 4-3vas lik od.... no one by alicia keys is da song for the moment... R.i.p. so imma end dis now.

hmmm.. its march 1st...

yea its been a while... yup... a while a while well yay to u heh heh.. its march 1st march 28th is my friend tabby's b-day. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TABBY!! and erm yea... idk... science exit project is due this week... on friday im presenting... wish me luk. ms 51... not such a great catagory for yay u no... well g2g byes

first day baq...

so yea today was the first day baq from break and it was AWSOME!! no1 got on my nerves no1 even tempted to piss me off except the usual suspect ... justin... but its his job so i dnt mind it. i learned to blok it out. so anyway... first period and 2nd was science. we learned about the reproductive system. then ela. we.. uhh... ummm.... OH!! we watched a movie about william shakespear. he was discovering romeo and juliet. we didnt finish it yet though so... yea. then we had social studies... do i have to continue??? thought not. o in ss we got to buy and eat cookies. i ddnt get any though... then project real... i got sum poem books... i lik poetry shet up!! then lunch blah... then math, we reviewed our math packet that we had over break... we didnt finish. then talent for 7th and 8th. talent was pretty cool... justin got punched in the balls... enjoyable... but then he pushed chase into me and hurt my stomach but i was ok but justin kept limping... yea.... enjoyable >:-]

wow...

well today was a very fun day...my dad drove me and my cusin ... and my mom around for lik 3 hours just driving cuz well we were lost... but anyway it was still awsome!! heres a vid cuz im bored...




well enjoy!!

breaking night

well its been a long day of breaking night so idk its lik 2 28 am saturday and im just so bored... im talkin to my friend cora and well... actually its kinda fun. we always have the most random convos ever!! but its difrent now idk, more mature. i dnt lik being mature but there is however a time and place for everything so... yea... he doesnt want me to put on the chat but i think im gonna anyway... he seriously made me sad lik wow... if u no me its hard to do so but u no wat he jus tld me that he doesnt care so u no wat fuk it i dnt either... heres our chat: and no i will not provide his sn!! : he is nice tho... really nice dam im tired... :

u no wat im not gonna do that our convo is private... now i see y he disagreed with it. i guess he is always a few steps ahead of me... its sad really... and fyi its 3 07 am now

science exit project... -.-

well i have been working on my science exit project and to tell the truth im bored as hell!! theres nuthin more boring then watching urself write 5 pages of science crap in one shot... and wats worse we have to pass this expiremment in order to pass 8th grade... jesus life is not gud for the 8th graaders at ms 51... not gud at all... o and if any of the 8th graders r reading this from 51's i saw the graduation pictures and they look AWSOME!!!!! so yea... baq to science i guess... -.- lord help me... *dies at computer screen of boredom* X-[

foamy the squirrel lmfao!!

this is the best vid!! and i wud seriosuly say thiis in my skool, the one about the too fat teacher!! seriously mr gordon!! ease off and calm down mr pepto bismal!! idk jus wanted to say that...

Day two!! dun-dun-dun!!!

yea so as u may no, this is my new blog and it wnt be an everyday thing... i will infact often forget days and apoligize with funny videos... well ull see. but yea its still just day 2, awaiting fame, lmfao. although i seem like i have everything under control im still strugling to understand this blog. but ill get it sooner or later... byes

the beggining!!

Well as i promised monday 2/16/09. i write in slang so expect unknown abriviations lolzz!! as my name insists this is a blog about random things... very random things... so yea. it all matter how i feel really but u can give me ideas if u wish and ill try them out and post them as soon as i can... ask questions give comments anything!! todays post is just a hola and warm welcomes to my new blog... i must admit i am kinda nervous to leave my old blog but iz all guddie. im sure my other blog wnt be forgotten and this blog will be the best.. 2nd best. well thats all, seeya later then until next post byes