mad spontaneously awsome!!

i really really lik this boy and im goin crazy over him but he sorta doesnt no i exist... i think. i mean we've seen each other lik 10 times and idk hes always so bright and smily lolzz but the last time we were lik in a group i didnt feel gud and i started to cry... idk but idk. but now im fine and uhm ive been sorta stalking him on facebook lmfao lik not to be lik omfg shes a stalker but sumtimes i lik a boy so much i get protective lmfao [the female edward cullen] XD thats a inside thing u wudnt understand trust!! lmfao but uhm yea i want to tell him b4 the skool year starts but im od shy and stuff around boys i lik... and its just so frustrating cuz i dnt seem lik it but i am and then no1 thinks i lik them or w.e cuz idk its not the person i seem to be to be frustrated over a boy but i get so nervous... its just lik rawr!! u no but idk...... im going crazy and im starting to feel really bad that i lik him lik im not supost to and i m just lik having a mega melt down... i need to talk to this one person who can help me but idk if he wud want to... but i wrote lik a whole essay and shizz so... yea byes!!